My Totally Pathetic Life...

Well, so how pathetic am I? I am sitting here getting my so called "mood" read by my little sis and her 2 friends. I don't want to give any of you guys the wrong idea, that i am so pessimistic. (Did i spell it right????) I am trying to read books and hang with friends during summer... how about you guys???? I am also trying (and failing) to get a nice boyfriend who treats me really great, and actually cares about what i think....i am really in love with a boy named Hayden Aschim, and he goes to my school and is in my grade. I asked him out, but he politely declined. Any advice from my so called FANS??????